Monday, October 7, 2013

Khayal bhar se dar lagta hai…



Subeh uthane ke sath hi zehan ko jhakjhor diya mehaz ek khayaal ne, kaise bataun uss “khayaal bhar se dar lagta hai…” aaj se chhatthe (6th) din main ghar ko jar aha hun Eid celebrate karne…dimaagh toh allow nahi kar raha tha kyunki haalat Kuchh tangi si hai…poore tour ka kharch rok raha tha mujhe par dil mein “Ammi” ki mohabbat ka jazba qadam ko aage badhne ke liye samjho baar-baar command de raha tha…aur chabhi pad bhi gayee thi…
main, meri wife aur meri 2 sal ki bitiya…jinmein meri jaan basti hai…teeno chale ja rahe hain, ghar ke liye, AC 2 tier ke pehle hi cabin ke 2 berth humaare the…aur dono hi berth upper…ab family sath ho toh apko kayee zarooraton ki wajeh se neeche utarna hi padta hai….kayee baar train se bahar platform par bhi…waise bhi ye train 5 states se guzar kar mere ghar ko pahunchati hai…lamba rout toh stoppage bhi khas-khas aur khas jagahon pe nazaara bhi khaas…chahe Nazar khaane ki cheezon pe jaye ya phir idher-udher thodi der ke liye aap shunya mein chale jaate hain...mere sath bhi wahi hua…Train ki Average speed waise toh qareeb 45km/hr. phir bhi humari speed se angina times zyaada…khas kar uss waqt jab aap chhoot chhoot gaye hon…!! Hua waisa hi Kuchh…aahista-aahista train platform se sarakti gayee theek waise hi jaise waqk ret ki tarah haathon se sarakta hai…peechhe muda toh na train platform pe thi aur na hi jaan badan mein…zamana ke hisaab se khayal bhi aaye toh bure bure…kyunki ye koi “JAB WE MET” film bhi nahi thi ki taxi se bhaag kar hum agale station pe train ko pakad bhi lein…kyunki aajkal long rout pe jaane ke liye har jageh shahar se baahat xpress way hone laga hai jitni jaldi pahunchati hai shehar ke raaste utne hi slow hote hain…sab ke sath ek khayal ki meri biwi bachche ko kaise sambhal payegi…ye bhi yaad nahi ki uske paas paise hain bhi nahi, phir sukoon ye bhi hota ki agar usne khud ko sambhal liye toh seedhe ghar toh pahunch hi jayegi…phir khayal aaya ki kahin pareshani mein meri chul-buli beti kahin aur raste nikal gayee toh…phir ye bhi khayal aata ki kahin TTE ne badtameezi ki toh…aur khayal ye bhi aaya toh…ki kisi ne mashwira de diya ki aap kisi nazdeeq ke station pe utar jao wahan apke Husband asaani se pahunch sakte hain toh….bas bas bas!!!! Itna hi kehte hue maine khud ko vartamaan mein, present mein kheench kar laya…!! Saansein tez-tez chal rahi thin, maathe pe paseena aur seena dhak-dhak maar raha tha…bhag kar bedroom mein gaya toh dono “Biwi aur Beti” araam se so rahe the, phir ye socha ab train nahi ghoom-ghoom kar hi sahi par flight  se hi jayenge.
Jab toofan thama toh Ek sawal mere zehan mein aaya  kya main inse itna pyar karta hun ? 

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