Aa ab laut chalein …

Maine hi phone kiya tha…udher se bahut hi dull awaz aayee… "Hellooooo" phir maine kaha “kyun mam ab toh Studio nahi hai, phir neend kyun aa rahi hai” udher unhein Kuchh samajh paana mushkil ho raha tha, awaz aayee…hainn…kaun…?!!! Dar asal jab main wahan that oh sabhi ladkiyan Kuchh ko chhod ke lunch ke baad ek jhapki maarne mere Studio mein aa jaaya karti thin…mujhe achha bhi lagta tha…kyunki Kuchh toh rest banta hai lunch ke baad…par afsos ki jab maine wahan se Job chhodi toh Studio barkhast ho gya…khair, unke chaunkane se mujhe bahut hansi aayee, idher main hans raha tha aur  aur udher mam pareshan ho rahi thin…awaz pehchan rahin thin par naam yaad nahi aa raha tha…unki bechaini dekh ke mujhe achha lag raha tha…wajeh…ki main yaad hun aur naam yaad karne ki bechaini mujhe Special bana raha tha unki Nazar mein…aur main unke liye khas tha bhi…chhote bhai ki tarah maanti thin…yahan tak ki apne chhote bhai se samaanata bhi bataati thin…isliye unko pareshan nahi dekha gaya…maine clue dena shuru kiya…Kuchh option diye, Kaha Atul, aakash, Anil, sab pe who na na kehti gayeen jab maine Ashraf bola toh kaha han! Aisa hi naam hai… Kuchh baatein ummeed se pare hoti hain aur Kuchh rishte waqt ki dhool tale dhundhle ho jaate hain…par kisi waqt ek hawa ka jhonka aata hai aur uss dhundhlapan ko door kar saaf-saaf yaadon ki tasweerein saamne laane lagta hai…aur mann mayur sa naachne lagta hai…Kuchh ais ahi ho raha tha wahan…!! Phir who peechhe mudin aur kisi se poochha “arre who ladka kaun tha tumhara bhi dost tha mera bhi dost tha…Radio mein kaam karta tha…phir usne anjaan ban ke kaha kaun ladka…jabki uske chehre pe muskurahat samander ki lahron ki tarah uth rahi thi aur who ussko dabaane ki koshish bhi kar rahi thi…waise ye uski khasiyat bhi thi…who humesha badi muskaan ko bhi samet kar chhoti aur cute si smile mein badal deti thi, ye khubsoorat hunar tha uska…aur mujhe bahut pasand tha…aaj bhi yaad hai mujhe uske liye ek song gungunaya tha….”Simti si sharmayee si kiss duniya se tum aayee ho….” Oh!! Main kahan jar aha tha aur kahan jaane laga…han! woh ek tarah se iss situation ko enjoy kar rahi thi…aur iss waqt usse apni uss hansi ko chhuupaane mein kaafi mushkil aa rahi thi….aur bhed khulne ka dar bhi tha…par shayad who kamyaab rahi…ek sach ye bhi tha who bataye ya na bataye par ab main hun Radio aur awaz se juda hua toh koi naam yaad rakhe na na rakhe awaz toh bhoolane se raha na…aur unhein toh aur nahi jinhein maine qareeb 18 months entertain kiya ho…Shayari se ho, chutkule se ho apne FM Shows se ho ya ho office ke tense mahaul ko bhi apni mastiyon se bilkul light mood mein la dena…ye alag baat hai Kuchh ko meri ye adaa pasand nahi thi par memory mein feed toh tha hi na…mam bhi awaz pehchan rahi thin aur unhone kaha ki “Aa se naam tha….hmmmmm….han! ADIL!!!!! Iss naam ke zubaan pe aate hi uss lamhe unki zindagi mein raahat ka ek sailaab sa aa gaya phir who mudi meri life ki taraf poochha “kaise ho…kaam kaisa chal raha hai, bachche-wache…aate nahi hum logon se milne humlog tumhein bahut miss karte hain…” jab unhone ye kaha ki “ab hum log yahan theek se muskuraate bhi nahi hai”  toh phir ek baar dil ne ye kaha ki "Aa ab laut chalein…" matlab

DIL"  ab laut chalein...